30 Days

So... 30 days.
That's how long until Move-In Day is upon us. Well actually now it is 25 days because I started this post awhile ago but still... It's almost the same right? Anyway 30 sounds better than 25 days. It rolls off the tongue easier. There's just so much to do in these next 30 days, it doesn't seem possible. Finish dorm shopping, finish packing, starting lessons for chemistry, doing the safety classes, quitting my first and favorite job, saying goodbyes to my closest friends, etc. Geez I still have not figured out my best friend's username on Skype! We still need to do a practice session!
It's tough to try to spend time with everyone. Everyone is leaving at different times, some sooner than others. You feel the need to spend time with the friends leaving soon but also there's your family. The people you have spent your entire life with. The people who made you who you are. I'm learning how hard it is to divide your time up between everyone. You always feel like you are neglecting someone. It feels like a lose-lose situation. Right now I've given up on totally dividing my time and just living my life.